When one gets realization then one feels "I am He" (hamsa).This is the time when the two words ham and sa merge together. The two words which appear to be separate are in reality one word hamsa and this is to be realized through sadhana.
Ham and sa both are God. Your body is not your body; it is the body of God and your psychology is also the power of God. You can judge what is right and what is wrong. Both are conducted by sa - soul. Soul is sa, biological body and psychological body is ham. Ham means "I am". You are meritorious, you are intelligent, and you are educated. Whatever and whoever you are, your whole gross body and astral body is ham, conducted by soul. The soul is sa. If your the soul is not there, then your qualification is not your qualification. Your body is not your body. Because sa has left it. The union of sa and ham, are always with you - that you have to perceive, that you have to conceive, and that you have to realize. It is not just to inhale and exhale and chant Ham-Sa, hamsa, so-ham, so-ham, so-ham, but you are to experience it.
So you have to feel that any thought is coming any disposition is coming, good or bad is coming from sa, from Soul. Without soul you cannot get any thought. I am He. You have to feel that I am He. You should feel it, every moment. You are not to shout. Any work you are doing, you have to watch the work and simultaneously, your breath. But the disposition of work, the thought of work is given by Him, accordingly He is working.
Stitha Prajna - July, 2008